I have a confession to admit.
I feel sick. really sick. I’ve been trying to hide it but for intents and purposes. at times, the pain is unbearable. I try to hide it. it comes and goes. yesterday it was there and saturday it was worse. I vomited at work and felt like I couldn’t drive or see properly.
I dunno what’s going on but I feel physically, like I’m falling apart. a part of me wants to go see a dr now. and a part of me believes it will just pass. I believe it will. but at times like today, I just feel like going to sleep. but everything seems to be a dizzying something.
my side aches. my stomach has been feeling as though anytime I eat can’t be kept down without some sort of fight. I don’t urinate with consistency. and its frequency is alarming. if I had to really describe it on a scale, it would be an 11 at times. like saturday nite.
today its been okay. but who knows tomorrow.